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Self-Compassion & Depression: Trust as their Remedy – [26 – Mercurii-II]


Self-compassion comes from pride, from the lack of responsibility and the lack of perception of our consciousness.

Our consciousness understands the sleeping consciousness. Which is the same as understanding ourselves.

When the essence fully captures the deep meaning of an ego, all the parts of the Being then capture the deep meaning of that ego, then the whole Monad is free from that ego. The Being has then learnt the lesson.

In the years of Job instead of finding relief from the ego, one finds worse and worse egos. This is because one is deeper within oneself.

The more essence there is free, the more the ego can be understood.

Self-Compassion, Depression Paralyse Will

Self-compassion and depression paralyses the emotional centre, due to a lack of will.

This is because of the causal factor in pride. In the positive side of pride it expands the will. In the negative side of pride, depression withdraws and annuls the to zero to suicide. It is an exact example of pure duality. Pride and depression are exact opposites.

Depression wants less happiness and more pain. But a normal pride does not to suffer.

One side is to deny the Being actively and the other side is to deny the Being passively and negatively.

Depression and Pride Exact Opposites

Depression and pride are exact opposites. Depression believes itself to be nothing and to have no place in creation and the other side fights for exactly that.

A depressed person does not trust anything or anyone. Depression is lack of trust and hope.

In the first stage of depression, it can be counteracted with motivation and incentives.

It is the pride in depression that does not trust.

Separation is needed. Hope is needed to be seen in life. When there is hope to be seen in life we get depressed.

Depression and Emotion

It is a loss of the values of the consciousness. Such as trust, hope, will and imagination.

Something that fills the emotional centre is what is needed.

We lose hope when we are overwhelmed by negativity.

The antidote to depression is joy!

Depression comes failure. When people are depressed they want consideration and commiseration from others. In these cases we must educate others to derive that support from within themselves.

Master Samael gave people the practice with Epoptai for the astral unfolding to give people an incentive. So we too when depressed must give ourselves or others who are depressed some kind of an incentive or motivation.

The problem with depression is that we don't see a way out. It is to not see solutions.


We are all very effectual beings. When we only ever see effects and we never see causes. Because if there is no cause in us there will never be any effects.

When we defeat pride we will say send that karma and we will be fine. It is pride that always suffers from avoiding responsibility from the causes of our own errors.

We will never be able to enact epigenesis until we recognise causes.

When we become one with our karma and accept it we can change it. We must trust beyond it. The key here is to trust whatever comes to us from the Being. To trust beyond the outcome.

We always do not trust because of pride.

Steps to Epigenesis

We need to reconcile with ourselves. Accept what we are and not how we are. When we accept what we have done and the effects of what we have done, we can become one. We can start to become one with our karma and our Being.

To accept any circumstance that comes to us and not ask why does that pain the come to us is the key.
The best option is to dissolve fear when receiving bad news and not suffer and then be healed. Not get healed without dissolving fear.

The solution is thinking, feeling, acting and willing in a different way. That is using a free independent will, which is the same as to enact epigenesis. Epigenesis is to act independent of conditioning and cause and effect.

Epigenesis is a new state of consciousness. Every power is a new state of consciousness.

Epigenesis is due to the causal within us. It comes from the free and independent conscious will.

With epigenesis we gain control over our causal world and we can control our inner cause and effect.

Didactic for Epigenesis

Here are the steps to create epigensis within us.

1)      Reconcile cause and effect within-ourselves.
2)      Reconcile ourselves duality within ourselves.
3)      Reconcile with karma.

We have cancer and two days to live. Trust it, so as to not suffer!

We can not create epigenesis if we do not be aware of our darkness. When we accept the pride we overcome the difficulty.

After reconciling the darkness with light within us we get the third factor which is comprehension. Which is beyond duality, karma and dharma, cause and effect.

This happens when we work on pride.

End (26 - Mercurii-II)


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