Desire and Mental Projections
An important part of the psychological aspect of the work is to maintain our essence isolated from our subconscious.
It is difficult to do when we have a belief, a hope, an expectation or a desire present within us.
This is because desire moves will into the astral. Then from within the astral projections appear and from the belief in those projections comes reality.
Behind all these mental projections in the astral, is a profound lack of something. An ego has a desire and then it projects this desire into the astral, only once it has become a projection already here and now in our mind. This projection is based on that lack.
These projections in the astral have a certain identifiable flavour, through which we can know it was a nothing more than a simple projection.
All of these projections of desire into the astral occur here within our mind first while in the physical body. If we have a lack of some kind we must be aware of the desire to fill that lack.
Essence Isolated from Subconscious
To maintain our essence isolated from Our subconscious we need to put our consciousness (or comprehension) between our essence and the subconscious.
At the end of the work one must confront the cause of the origin of the P. P. P. One deals with a lot of memory related to the fall. The P. P. P is a repetition of one’s previous falls.
Every failure enters into our karmic memory. When we come to face the final stages of the elimination of the ego, the P. P. P moves all of these karmic memories to the surface.
One thought can make an ego that is already dead, to move in its coffin. Especially because when we have the practice of transmutation our thoughts and words have much more power. The problem with desire is that it perceives the lack. Desire also knows that this lack is not satiable.
We have to give ourselves in our daily life, chances for our consciousness to wakeup. To do this we must keep our mind, emotion and personality passive.
Give Opportunities to eh Consciousness to Wake Up!
To awaken our consciousness we need a degree of isolation. If we are exposed for too long to certain impressions we waste the energy of our consciousness and that weakens our cognition. Energy is what our essence needs to act with force. We need energy and the way it is expressed is through energy.
We must conserve energy and not make useless efforts and useless sacrifices. We need energy! The lunar psychology is basically the psychology of the three demons: ill will, mind and desire.
We have three prisons in us, they are the three brains. Our psychology or essence is invested, entangled in mechanical thought, emotion and action.
The consciousness has many attributes.
The centre of gravity of the realisation is here in the physical, because the golden embryo formed here integrates slowly the various parts of the Being.
The Typhoon needs the co-operation from the free essence. The Being descends to Malcuth inside the person. The golden embryo has three manifestations: blue in the intellect, red in the superior emotions and in actions. The golden embryo has characteristics from Atman, Budhi and Manas within it. It also has characteristics from Kettner and these characteristics manifest in the three brains.
The golden embryo then has masculine and feminine characteristics, from Geburah and Tiphereth.
Instinct into Egos
We convert the instincts into egos. The instinctive impulse to rest into laziness, the instinctive impulse to eat into gluttony, the Instinctive Of self- preservation into fear. Basically, the mind perverts the instincts and creates egos. There exists the very natural instincts but they are converted later by our mind into unnatural creations within us
End (13 - Martis-XLIX)